just because i can't sleep

I should be sleeping now but I can't. I should be studying now but I can't. Maybe I should practice playing guitar but I just soooo love my nails. haha. And now end up updating blog. hehehe.

Sebab sangat bosan and nak bagi mengantuk, so this entry is soooooo random.

Well you know how hard it is to avoid your own feelings. Macammmm, when you hate someone and you keep telling yourself that you don't hate him or her. And macammmm when you actually miss someone but you keep telling yourself that you don't miss him/her just because you takot you ja sorang sorang miss him/her. Macammmmm when you feel like you started to like someone but you keep telling yourself to not like him/her just because you takot he/she doesn't feel the same thing as you feel.

So yeahhhh.. It is SOOOO hard to avoid our feelings but sometimes we need to. Maybe sbb its not the right time yet. Kan kan?

hehehe. sorry mom. even my mom tak bagi I minum tea, I minum jugak sbb tea ni sedappppp. Tak macam tea biasa. OMG. Tiba ja I feel like I soooo miss Summer Pearl Cafe. Honey Milky Tea with pearl.

He is soooo cute and pandai masak. Hehehe. Okey. from this pic, I buat conclusion ITS TRUE Wu Chun takda gf lagi since dua dua rings dia pakai. Satu kat necklace satu kat jari. Kalau dia dah ada gf, mesti satu bagi kat gf dia kannnnn. hehehe.

Dyllaaaa!!!!! Stop blogging and pegi tido skrg. I MEAN NOW! Baiklahhhhhh.

BYE.

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antihistamine

Bukan suka tapi terpaksa kena ambik CETIRIZINE and as usual lepas ambik serious rasa macam penagih dadah ambik dadah. I guess so. Tak penah pulak jd drug addict kan. hehehe. Lepas ambik tu tido then bangun, waaaaa serious fresh. Lepas tu, dah mula rasa blur blur and macamana ek nak explain. Taktahu la. Try sendiri bila you all dapat allergy la. hehe.

CETIRIZINE 10mg yang must-have-item dalam handbag.

Makanya activity petang Jumaat sebelum balik rumah dijalankan as usual lah kan. Taknak dapat allergy lagi. HAHA. You wish Dylla! Okey fineeeee. Atleast ada daya usaha buang semua habuk habuk. Letih tau tak sapu laaa mop lantai laaaa segala. Kat rumah tak kena buat pun kat sini kena buat. hehehe. Dylla Fadzil, sila jadi independent sikit. BAIKLAH.

Hehe. Ni baru 30% siap. Relax relax dulu before sambung kemas. So update blog dulu. hehe. Sempat lagi. LETIH TAU TAK! Okey sila jangan merungut.

Bye. Nak cont kemas bilik. Hehehe.

Hari Ahad ni birthday Amirul Akmal, my male bestfriend. Happy birthday Mirul. hehe.

JEREMY'S 21st Birthday.

i have the best mom in the world ;P

Yeay! As promised. My mom datang tadiiiiii. hehehe. I have the bestestest mom in the world. hehehe.

Banyak I nak cerita but tak larat nak type lagi. Tiba tiba ja rasa nak dgr lagu Fallin' For You banyak banyak. hehehe.

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

Adia, I do believe I failed you.
Adia, I know I let you down.
Don't you know I tried so hard
To love you in my way?
It's easy let it go...


Adia, I'm empty since you left me.
Trying to find a way to carry on,
I search myself and everyone
To see where we went wrong.

'Cause there's no one left to finger,
There's no one here to blame,
There's no one left to talk to, honey,
And there ain't no one to buy our innocence.
'Cause we are born innocent.
Believe me, Adia, we are still innocent.
It's easy, we all falter...
Does it matter?

Adia, I thought that we could make it
But I know I can't change the way you feel.
I leave you with your misery,
A friend who won't betray.
I pull you from your tower,
I take away your pain,
And show you all the beauty you possess.
If you'd only let yourself believe that

We are born innocent.
Believe me, Adia, we are still innocent.
It's easy, we all falter...
Does it matter?

We are born innocent.
Believe me, Adia, we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter...
Does it matter?
Believe me, Adia, we are still innocent
'Cause we are born innocent,
Believe me, Adia, we are still innocent Adia, we are still innocent.
It's easy, we all falter...
But does it matter?

11.30 pagi.
M: Rehat pukul berapa? Sekarang tengah buat apa?
DF: Skrg takda class tapi ada class kul 12. huhuhuhu.
M: Mak masak hari ni. Nak tak kalau mak nak p hantaq?
DF: Nak mai bila. Rehat kul 1-2 ja. huhuhu.

4 ptg
M: Ada class tak sekarang?
DF: Takda. Tapi 4.30 ada.
M: Malam ni nak mak nak p. Nak makan apa?
DF: hehehe. Lepas class anak bagitau nak makan apa malam ni.

7.30 mlm.
DF: Makkkk... anak dah makan sebab malam ni cam okey ja makanan. hehehe.
M: okey. Nak mak hantaq apa apa lagi?
DF: Mai esok ja la. Sebab dah makan. hehe.
M: okey. Makan dengan sapa?
DF: Dengan Aerzee, Dla, Shalina, Shanwayne semua.

9mlm
M: Mak nak keluaq ni. Nak pesan apa apa tak? Kalau rasa nak makan apa-apa, mak dgn ayah nak p hantaq.
DF: Takdak kot.
M: Buah nak?
DF: Takmauuuu. Esok mai tauuuuuu.
M: Okey.

9.30mlm
M: Macam mana p swimming tadi?
DF: okey la jugak.
M: hati hati. Jangan p tempat yang dalam tau. Jangan p awal sangat. panas nanti lagi hitam.
DF: Okey.


huhuuuuuuuuuuuuu... i miss my mom. tak sabarr nak balik rumah tido dengan mak. bye.

;P

First time we met, memang serious malu taktahu nak cakap apa. Luckily he is soooo friendly banyak topic nak cakap so takda la I rasa awkward. hehehe. :)

Yeayyyyy!!!! Petang ni ada swimming class dengan Shalina, Aerzee and Shanwayne. HEHE. Budak tak tahu swim yang excited lebih. hehe.

Double yeayyyyyy!!!!! Sebab ibu tercinta kesayangan akan datang hantar makanan for dinner so tak payah nak susah susah makan AIMST food yang serious tak sedap pedas tahap perut boleh berasap.

Omg. Wu Chunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! Classmates, sila jangan gossip I dgn sapa sapa, nanti Wu Chun jealous. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. =D

Now dah tak semapat nak complain merungut yang my life is sooooo plain monotonous. My life is getting more and more interesting sekarang. hehehehe.

Swimming class with Shalina si atlet SUKMA, penyiasatan menggantikan detective conan etc. Exam tak ingat pulak ek. Okey, pun bolehhhhh. Exams make me feel lgsung tak bosan gila tension tahap &^%*&^*^* tapi takda daya usaha. sighhhhhhhhhhh.

Starting from next week, there will be no internet connection in AIMST for a month. WTF. Thats what I heard. Semua sila mogok bawa sepanduk

"how to survive in AIMST without internet"

bye

kenapa huh?

Kenapa kita mesti jadi seorang yang pendendam?
I was tapi sekarang taktahu la.
Sila cuba. HAHAHA!
Okey. Sila serious.

Hari tu penah discuss pasal macam mana bila suami anda yang janji sehidup semati mencintai anda seorang sahaja sampai akhir hayat tiba balik rumah cakap, "I nak kahwin satu lagi".

Macam mana? Padahal dulu susah susah bersama, bila senang sikit nak cari isteri baru. Mana janji? Laki cepat lupa janji ka?

Okey. Antara jawapan jawapan yang dapat dari discussion (okey sembang kosong padahal) adalah.

1- Kalau si suami tu tak bomohkan I and I waras lagi, I akan bunuh dia. Sapa suruh dia betray our love. Biar I masuk penjara kena hukum gantung asalkan puas hati I.
(cik yang bagi cadangan di atas sila bersabar ya. bukan main emosi lagi dia bila kitorg semua mula buka topic ni. HAHA. fyi, cik ni mmg anti dgn poligami sbb dia kata laki tak boleh jadi adil. okey. whateverrr ya)

2- I pun nak bunuh. Tapi taknak tembak or what. Nak buat dia mati slow slow biar dia suffer. I nak santau dia.
(gilaaaaaaaaaaaa. syirik kot. tapi sebab dendam, orang sanggup buat apa saja)

3- Potong terus kemaluan dia. Atau kasi. Biar puas hati I.
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Tak larat nak gelak sebaik sahaja cik ni bagi pendapat. Gila ganas lah cik ni)

4- Buat bodo ja. Asal dia bagi duit untuk I shopping apa saja yang I nak sudah. Hati pun dah tawar. So, biar ja la dia kawen smpai 4 pun. Tapi dgn syarat dia bagi anything yang I nak.
(OMG. Mmg betol betol dah tawar hati ni. Cik, kalau dapat husband kaya takpala camni. Kalau tak? hurmmmmm)

5- Balas dendam guna apa cara sekalipun. Bukan sahaja kat dia tapi kat semua org yang related dgn dia.
(hehehe. kalau takda anak lagi takpala, sbb nnt family dia family anak kita jugak)


Now I nak pegi pk cmn nak buat kalau benda cmtu jadi kat I. HAHAHAHA!

bye.

Jangan tanya kenapa lately entry byk merapu and soooo random. I tension. I need some sort of restart button or forget machine. BYE.

so yes i know and you don't know

Yes. I know something yang the whole world taktahu. So, surprise is waiting at the doorstep of your family and friends houses. HAHAAHHAHAHA!

This sounds soooo Blair. Even Blair tak penah kata dalam GG pun. HAHA.

Siapa kat sini yang pendendam? Sila angkat tangan.

I was...

bye. entry takda motif.

mungkin saya patut jadi PI

HAHAHAHA!

Maybe I lebih sesuai jd private investigator atau PI sbb I ni suka menyiasat. Kalau I nak tau pasal something, sure I akan dapat tau. Cuma cepat and lambat ja.

Macam dua tiga hari lepas. Ada la my friend ni minat kat someone, and semalam I dah dapat every single details pasal budak tu sekali dengan mak ayah kakak adik mak sedara ayah sedara dia sekali. Kawan kawan dia zaman sekolah pun I tau. Bukan tanya orang and mmg takda connection tapi SIASAT. HAHAHAHA! SANGAT POYO. Tu la bosan sangat taktau nak buat apa sampai tolong orang menyiasat. HAHAHAHA! Dah la budak tu gila low profile nak mampus sampai nak cari maklumat pasal dia punya susahhhhhhh. Tapi at last dapat jugak. HAHAHA! OKEY SAYA HEBAT!

Ada lagi sorang kawan I ni minat kat sorang budak ni but taktau dia umur berapa. Cari punya cari, sekali I bagi number IC budak yang dia minat kat dia, terkejut kot. hehehe.

Bukan kepoh nak siasat siasat pasal orang tapi bestttt and tak bosan. HAHA! Obvious bosan takda nak buat apa sampai cari personal detail orang pun boleh jadi keja. Baiklah, sekarang I nak pegi siasat nama tokwan WU CHUN sat. HAHAHAHAHA!

I buat bodo, buat taktahu, it doesn't mean I don't know anything tapi kadang kadang buat bodo itu juga cerdik. So, selamat buat bodo ya kawan kawan. =D